I was in a bad place yesterday. So I wrote my feelings down, and I’m feeling back to normal now…..
This was me yesterday:
Sometimes life just gets to you. I’m having one of those days and I’m tired.
I’m tired of seeing my husband working his ass off morning, noon, night, and weekends and not resting properly.
I’m tired of those people who talk shit about my husband and I when they are the cause of their own problems. These are sad little people who are jealous and envious of who we are and are saddened by their own misserable lives and will never amount to anything.
I’m tired of people who say they are ‘Christians’ only to turn around and be Evil little F#@kers.
I’m tired of traveling from hotel to hotel living out of a suitcase.
I’m tired of passing out asleep instead of just falling to sleep.
I’m tired of not remembering what room I’m in because we’ve traveled so much and have stayed in so many hotel rooms.
I’m tired of people thinking that we are vacationing because we travel so much, when we are working hard to make a living and wish that we could just stop and actually take a vacation.
I’m tired of people being paid good money to do nothing and sit on their asses, only to make you think that they are working hard.
I’m tired of people who only think that they are right and everyone else is wrong.
I’m tired of not being able to see all of my kids as much as I used to.
I’m tired of Hilton breakfast.
I’m tired of rental cars, I want our own.
I’m tired of all my material possessions being in storage.
I’m tired of not having a place to call home, I want our own house.
This to shall pass…..
I love, love, love you (and Steve too) and am sending positive energy your way. I miss you SO much…all the time.
…..and I love, love, love you too! (and of course Mr. Matt)
Maybe it is time for you and Steve to start looking for a place of your own for you guys to go to when you are here. Has Steve explained to his boss that he needs some “down” time? This being tired, as you described is NOT good for your health! Just say’n. Love you lots!